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dragonmhs (dragonmhs) wrote,
@ 2008-04-11 02:14:00

Current location:	My Room
Current music:	Sleeping Dog Snuffles
Entry tags:	meme, rl babbling

RL Babbling and a Meme
So, it has come to my attention that i have been neglecting my journals.

Things have been a bit crazed for me and Gypsy lately. I am still struggling to find a therapist that is compatible with me and currently accepting new patients. I've never realized how hard it was to find someone to talk to who I KNOW will actually try to help me rather than just put me on drugs and shuffle me off to the side.

I'm really tired of being so doped up on various things that I can't think straight. I can't write, I can't sleep, I can't eat . . . I can't take care of my damned dog!

Gypsy is quite possibly the most important living being in my life, and really I need to take better care of her. She will be 4 years old on May 5th. It's scary to me to think that she has been with me for so long. Where did all that time go??? She seems to have finally decided to gain some weight and is now, for the first time ever, a nice healthy size. I no longer have to explain to all and sundry that yes I do feed my dog and that she just doesn't seem to processes it properly.

I'm trying to get out of the house more and do things like take her for walks and not just toss the ball for her in the back yard. We have even started going to the dog park twice a week. Gypsy really seems to like it, but then she grew up in doggie day care at the pet resort back when I wasn't so crazy and could actually hold down a job.

But really I’m just rambling. I feel like she gives me so god damn much and I just don't do the things she needs all the time.

Anyway I’m done babbling, so here's a meme. Stolen from

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1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Yes

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
I really don't care for morning sex all that much. I love morning cuddles though :-) Sex in the afternoon is always fun, but night time sex is the best.

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Doesn't matter to me.

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
Most pork is gross (except baby back ribs) and of the three I would have to say Beef, (it's what's for dinner)

5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
Sadly yes, on my 21st birth day, one of five times I have gotten completely smashed.

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No

7. Shower or bath?
Shower to get clean, bath to relax.

8. Do you pee in the shower?
Okay . . . this is a bit embarrassing, but I sometimes get athletes foot, and when I do I pee on my feet in the shower, it really does work!

9. Mexican or Chinese?
Chinese, I’m not a big fan of Mexican food because most of it makes my tummy hurt. :-(

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Honestly it depends, but I LOVE women who are a bit calmer and let me love them :-)

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yes, I have a few really good friends on my F-List, and even though I haven't really been in touch with them I do love them very much.

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Not really. I wish I knew all of you much better.

13. Love or money?
On days when I am really really bad I would want money because it seems like all my problems could be fixed if I had enough . . . but what I really want is Love.

14. Credit cards or cash?
Cash . . .

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
No, but there are a number of people i wish were part of my family (My 'other' sister comes to mind the most :-)

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
Camping!

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex?
*Facepalm* I really can't say . . . *shifty eyed look* But I have had sex in the back of a Volkswagen . . . and props to anyone who can place the quote.

18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
Yes

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Yes

20. Ever been to a bar?
Yes

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
No

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
No

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
Of course!

24. Favorite drink?
Strawberry Kiwi seems to be the drink of choice these days, but alcohol wise, I only drink B-52s

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
Yes

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Yes

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Never at my own place of work, but i have at someone else's.

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Yes

30. Have you been caught having sex?
Yes

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
Yes

32. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
*shifty eyed look* um . . . maybe? (In my defense it was one of the five times I was really really really drunk)

I'm gonna try to keep up with my journal more. Hopefully I can post some recs soon and maybe I’ll have a bit of fic to share. Maybe.

I was wondering if anyone out there is at all interested in some of my dog stories that I have been writing about my time as an ACO and in animal rescue stuff.

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leianora
2008-04-11 11:09 am UTC (link)

I've missed you! When I saw your name pop up on my flist, I nearly squeeeed aloud. I couldn't do that, or else I'd have scared my sleeping baby boy though, so I just grinned and then read the entire entry.

First of all, let me say that your little girl knows that you love her. It's also quite normal for you to feel like she gives and gives, and you just don't do enough. I can't even begin to tell you how many times I've felt that about Timo. Each time I start to think that, I remember that his mind sees only the love I give him, and he feels simple contentment with his lot in life, because I feed him, take him for his daily breaks three or four times a day, and then I even let him sleep on my bed. Since my bed is so small, and my dog is so huge, that's a lot of love right there, let me tell you! :D

I don't get a chance to exercise him nearly enough, and I know that I'm not working him as much as I should, but I have to remind myself that I'm only human, and that for the most part, I have very little control over that fact. I'm still unemployed, and though we do go to the store, and school on Monday nights, and people do come over to visit and he gets lots of loving from them, he doesn't really care about my shortcomings.

I hope that helped. As for the meme? I learned some veeeeeeeery interesting things about you reading that, and I giggled more than once. I've never been caught having sex, and that one nearly made my blind eyes pop right out of my head. :D

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dragonmhs
2008-04-19 05:29 am UTC (link)

Hey love,

Sorry i has taken me so long to respond to your comment. It's not that I didn't want to respond, it's more like I just never did . . . Does that make sense or just it just make me sound like an ass hole?

Sorry.

Anyway, yes your comment helped me put things into perspective a bit more, and you are right. Gypsy isn't unhappy in the least bit. She may be a bit bored at times but she really does seem to be thriving.

My mom and I are going to take her to the park later today or tomorrow.

I'm glad I could make you giggle . . . and being caught having sex . . . well that's a story for another day *wink wink*.

Will you call me some time when you can talk? I miss hearing from you.

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